As I continue to reflect in my first two months of teaching, I have started to notice what pushes my buttons- this week, it was incessant chatter during rehearsal.

If students are goofing around during rehearsal time and time again, one's natural inclination might be to get mad at the students.  "Why aren't you paying attention?! You're distracting everyone!  If I have to tell you one more time..." But should I really be mad at my students? No- I should be "mad" at myself for not having better classroom management. 

Why are students goofing around? Oh, she's probably bored.  Why is she bored?  She plays percussion and hasn't been assigned to either of the last two pieces I was rehearsing.  Hmm... maybe I should find something for my percussionists to do when they're sitting... 

These are the internal conversations I need to have.  I am still young enough to vividly remember rehearsals as a trumpet player in middle school.  I was used to getting the melody- if I had a "boring" part on a lyrical piece, my mind was anywhere but in that rehearsal. If I, the student who knew he wanted to be a band director since middle school, still find myself antsy in professional ensemble rehearsals, surely I shouldn't blame my own students.

Yes, some students have ADHD.  Yes, some students are being disrespectful of other students, teachers, and the learning environment. Yes, we all have "off" days.  But I still think our focus should revolve around our ability as teachers to foster an environment where students are engaged and excited about what they are learning.

-Dan Leeman